Diaries Dedicated to Deian

Given (22/8, 1:15) I cried. I have never ever cried for an anime. It has always been a very strong feeling in my heart. My hearts wrenches, My chest feels tightened, Suffocating to breathe, That's just it. but it was never a single tear, falls. But, I just did. A stream of tears falls, I cried and my heart hurts, when Haruki chopped off, his precious blond hair. My heart stops beating, when Akatsuki said those words to Haruki. How could he? A fucking gigolo. I fucking hate you so much.

I'm 19 but my father is still there for me to distract stray cats ( from staring at me and begging for food) everytime we eat in warung or kedai mamak.  I'm not being gedik and all of that. It's not my fault that my thigh are somewhat delicious that a blind oyen cat bit it that it makes me feel scared of it. the thing is whyyy cats can sense that I don't want them to be any inches near to me.  I'm srsly okay in sharing foods with cats but they will only come back again and I'm scared. So, I will always finish my meal first and tinggalkan the best part for them but bila dah habis, selalu sangat hilang. maybe another time, I'll bring along food cats. I know, Allah datangkan all those stray cats so I can share me rezeki with them but I'm scared like they can literally jump on me any seconds or they can bite my hands 😭. mimpi jela to own a cat in the future. Big thanks to anyone who did try their best to distract all the cats from me. I know all of them wer...

Today marks forever final day for CFS. Officially graduate from CFS!!!  Setahun yang lama, yang penuh cabaran, yang menggugat tali persahabatan, yang mengajar erti sebenar sahabat, yang mengajar peritnya kegagalan, tersingkap pelbagai kenangan, alhamdullillah lebih indah dari duka, tapi luka yang terjadi, masih kekal di dalam memori. Walaupun begitu, aku di sini masih berdiri gagah, menanti pelbagai cabaran, serta masa untuk bersama yang tersayang Kini aku mengerti yang kasih sayang itu hanya berhak kepada yang perlu Terima kasih, semua. note: I FINISHED IT!! MY RESULT ALSO HEOL DAEBAK, STAGNANT DARI SEM 1 SAMPAI SEM 3!!! Paling penting, exempted from English!!!! THE HAPPIEST PERSON ALIVE!!!  okay memandangkan I never have a picture with Nik, so masuk Gombak nanti, nak ambik gambar banyak2 dengan dia. To more memories to come!! Sincerely, leolin