Diary 11

Today marks forever final day for CFS. Officially graduate from CFS!!! 

Setahun
yang lama,
yang penuh cabaran,
yang menggugat tali persahabatan,
yang mengajar erti sebenar sahabat,
yang mengajar peritnya kegagalan,
tersingkap pelbagai kenangan,
alhamdullillah lebih indah dari duka,
tapi luka yang terjadi,
masih kekal di dalam memori.

Walaupun begitu,
aku di sini masih berdiri gagah,
menanti pelbagai cabaran,
serta masa untuk
bersama yang tersayang

Kini aku mengerti
yang kasih sayang itu
hanya berhak kepada yang perlu
Terima kasih, semua.

note:

I FINISHED IT!! MY RESULT ALSO HEOL DAEBAK, STAGNANT DARI SEM 1 SAMPAI SEM 3!!! Paling penting, exempted from English!!!! THE HAPPIEST PERSON ALIVE!!! 

okay memandangkan I never have a picture with Nik, so masuk Gombak nanti, nak ambik gambar banyak2 dengan dia.

To more memories to come!!

Sincerely,
leolin

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