Diary 7

Dear Deian,

Today I went for ICT class at 12 p.m.  and I learn about website development using google sites. Well, that was easy and yeah it will be part of my assessment. Then, I went back to my mahallah to meet my beloved bed. I rolled around for an hour and roll again and started to pray Zohor. Ouh yea, I ate shawarma today for lunch. 

After that, I went for English class at 4 p.m. Speaking time but you know,, I was and I am not so talkative so I decide to not talk in front of them so I just contribute my idea for the talkshow. To me, talking require you energy to be spent. Thus, I stay silent and nodding all the time.

I went back at 5.50 p.m and entered the mart and oh lala i thought that I need biscuit so I bought it in bundle which cost me rm8.50. Eventually, I also bought chocolate bun ( rm 3.60) and a softener (9.50). I am broke with all of this. That's all. I later bought a nasi lemak ayam that done bungkus so I can go back faster to perform asar prayer.

I went for shower and perform asar prayer. Memorizing all syafawi/ tasmik for islamic law. I already memorize 6 ayah out of 10 ayah. After that, I ate that nasi lemak bcos I was starving. I then continue to perform maghrib prayer. I read quran after that and I wait for Isyak and pray. 

It's usrah time. It was fun like usual but huh knowing my lazy ass and untalkative suits me better. I just listen to them. 

I have done reading a chapter out of 3 chapter to be tested in test tomorrow. Wish me luck and yea good nightie!!!

                  Loving you always and for sure,
                                           nurin


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